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Those GirlsI look at them, talking
I see them looking back.
They act best friends forever
Yet friendships what they lack.

A lot of girls would give
Anything to be them
But all you have to do is look
And then you'll truly see them.

Cause with those girls, those girls
They say their all best friends.
But with those girls, those girls
Their friendships always end.

And it's those girls
Who will never, never know
Just what it's like
To be free.

I know what they think of me
They think that I'm insane.
Cause I don't want to be them
Don't want to feel that pain.

They give me their evil eyes
But I don't really care.
They do all these horrib

HomeWounds that shan't heal
Inside my chest.
I cut so I can feel.
I think it's for the best.

'Alive' is my goal,
Although numb, I may be.
I'm repairing my heart whole.
'Course, I won't succeed.

I'm within a crowd,
Screaming,
So loud.

Yet no one's aroused.
Ignored,
i jump down.

Down to a hole.
So dark and so alone.
Down, down below,
Is the place I call home.

'Home' here is empty.
Only pain, does it bring.
'Home' here's not tempting,
But it's all I have left to cling.

-Julia Ngo; April 21, 2012

Im aloneNot you
Its not you
I dont think so
What I miss
What hurts
What leaves me
In tears
Its me knowing
The knowledge
That I have no one
Im alone
And losing
My hope
Ive never felt
This alone
Lost
Hurt
Or. . .
Confused...

Elegy For Some Dead KidJust another face in the crowd,
Trying to do his daddy proud.
Just another corpse and coffin,
A human loss to up Life's win.

Death's a party and life's a hospice,
No bed for rest, don't need no mattress.
Burn it all to ashes and back,
Stunning red and breath-taking black.

A pretty little girl rotting alive,
Only the damned here shall survive.
Tendrils of smoke around blonde curls,
Distorting beautiful bullets into hideous pearls.

A man dressed in his suit and tie,
Denying that his whole truth is a lie.
Living for hate and dying for love,
Sin fits him like a lead glove.

A darling dear baby dead before dawn,
Gone too soon to be

So Much More So Much More

A flame burned low

Flickering slow

Shadows of gray

Making night of day

An ancient being

With a new beginning

A newly opened door.

A long fallen star

A rising of the bar

A blooming love

A spiraling dove

The archangel

Who’s so much more.

EI and the deal my dad offered me [edit]thefuk is this??
can only be fulfilled through my feminine (or masculine) qualities and attributes
so God can't fulfill the life of a sensitive, empathetic man or an assertive woman?

oh the sexism
Exodus International is a "christian" organization dedicated to "helping" gay christians overcome their same-sex attractions and live a "godly lifestyle" instead of living in accordance to their natural sexual orientation. they have a distorted view on nature, sexuality, what it means to be a man or a woman (or any combination of the two), and even much of the Bible itself
their current mission statement: Mobilizing the body of Christ to minister grace and truth to a world impacted by homosexuality. at a first glance it seems to imply their efforts lean towards "curing" people of their homosexuality (their slogan used to say "change is possible!") however

Being gay is okay.Everyone has the right to live in this world.
We're all just trying to survive. And make the best of things.
I can't believe how cruel some people can be. Specifically if you're gay.
People are afraid to tell anyone, because they'll get thrown out.
Why is it okay to treat people like this?
Why is it okay to call someone dyke or fag or queer?
Why is that so gay?
If you are gay, then I support you. And love you for who you are.
Being gay is nothing to be ashamed of.
Though people can be extremely cold and cruel when they find out that their child is gay..
People have killed themselves because they couldn't face another painful moment

My hourglass of love... - Prelude-Another simple school day like any other has passed...

As usual, I take the city bus to go home. From the corner of my eye, I see Jeanne Morin hand in hand with her boyfriend, the boy whom she waited for for three years. I smile to myself.
She notices me, waves a greeting at me and pats the free seat next to her. I politely wave back but wave my hand downwards in order to refuse her offer. Disappointed by my refusal, she goes back to talking to her boyfriend. I take out my MP3 player and start listening to my music. I listen to the song she and I used to listen to on repeat:

The best thing 'bout tonight's that we're not fighting... C

Dads as parents Poem storyThat kid is staring at me again,
I know he doesn't like me at all.
Why does he just sit there,
Watching me, waiting for me to mess up.
Now he is walking this way,
His fists are clinched.
I am to scared to run,
There is nothing I can do.
So I hear your daddy's gay,
Ha that's gonna mess you up in the end.
Betcha gonna end up a queer like your daddys huh?
Queers don't make good parents, that's what my dad says.
He's a man.

Shut up.
Just shut up.
They are the best parents,
Even through their a gay couple,
My dads' raised me to be who I am.
Shut up.
Shut. Up.
The sound his face made when my fist collided with it,
that simple crack that made it right.
It was what I needed.
This is what needed to be done.
So what? My dads' are queer.
They raised me to be strong,
To know how to stand up for myself,
No matter you I come face-to-face with.
I ain't scared.
Not even of you.
Gu

AmericaAmerica

America the Beautiful

A dawn of mixing colors

Blue, green, pink, and orange not one is like the other

America the Brave

Those who give their lives for others

Who give a sacrifice that compares to no other's

America the Wonderful

The waves crash below the sky has no end

The mountains tower high, who knows what's around the bend

America be saved from evil

America be free, America stand tall
and
God be by our side.

ACWG/Kirsten

How I defy stereotypesI am straight, and yet I do not hate homosexuals.
I am autistic, and yet I act normal.
I am young, and yet I'm not stupid.
I am a white male, and yet I go Democratic.
I am a Furry, and yet I don't wear the suits.
I play Pokemon, and yet I'm older than any child.
I am good, and yet I have a dark side
IF STEREOTYPES NAME YOU THAN WHAT AM I?

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I don't feel anymore..

by ~xEmoxShitzhux, Apr 22, 2012, 5:37:46 PM
Literature / Poetry / Humor / Free Verse

No one to talk to,
No one to hear.
No way to speak truth,
Nothing is clear.

Gone is my happiness,
Gone is my smile.
Lost is my laughter,
Been lost for a while.

Emptiness
Inside me.
Loneliness
Beside me.

No longer
Wanting to breathe.
All my friends,
I could decieve.

Why was I
Made this way?
Rain,
Come some other day.

I don't feel anymore.
-Julia Ngo; April 21, 2012

I don't feel anymore..by ~xEmoxShitzhux

Literature / Poetry / Humor / Free Verse

©2012-2013 ~xEmoxShitzhux

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~decayingcherrytree Apr 26, 2012 Hobbyist General Artist

This is beautiful.
Totally read this as a rap/rapcore sounding song. XD

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~xEmoxShitzhux May 1, 2012 Hobbyist General Artist

lol thnx
and thats cool i guess lol

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~decayingcherrytree May 1, 2012 Hobbyist General Artist

no problem

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Mood: Joy

~Armonsterz Apr 23, 2012

really amazing lyrics your a amazing song writer^^

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~xEmoxShitzhux Apr 24, 2012 Hobbyist General Artist

thank yuu :}

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~TheUmbreonDude Apr 23, 2012 Hobbyist Artist

Beautiful!It expresses emotion in a majestic way!!
I'll help you to feel! -spreads arms- Give me hugs! =3

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~xEmoxShitzhux Apr 23, 2012 Hobbyist General Artist

*hugs bck* and thank yuu.~

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~TheUmbreonDude Apr 24, 2012 Hobbyist Artist

you welcome!~

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Mood: Love

~dorkishay Apr 22, 2012 Hobbyist Writer

This is amazing!

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~xEmoxShitzhux Apr 23, 2012 Hobbyist General Artist

thank yuu.

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